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:)

hehehe...enough of the cute smiles already...just thought of going home right now running to our neighbors and grabbing their little baby girl. Just had a chem exam...went okay i guess was not to sure about one of the questions and ruined my 100% mood. Can't hand in my horrible essay cause i was supposed to type it up today but forgot my book at home where i'm gonna need the quotes from. So instead here i am telling you of how much i would love to go and play with that little goo goo munchkin!! babies...sometimes really feel like eating them up :p

Had the little baby over one day.Went to auntys place and just said can i have Zarneeshaun...shes like sure...lemme go find where she crawled off to first. She brought her ... I extended my hands...she gave me a big smile and fell right into them...hmm maybe i like her soo much cause shes soo sweet...never hurts any ones feelings :)

Looks at me and then does the cutest little billi face...awww meoow!!

The most comforting feeling in the world has to be a kid falling asleep in ur arms :)
Her head in the little spot on my neck...her arms wrapped around me...my arm under her little pampered bum... babies are adorable :)

I feel sorry for all those that have never experienced this. I truly do.

In a very very bad mood right now ... very very bad!!

Noticed that whenever one of these comes up my stomach hurts bad too. Emotions guiding ur body...does make sense at times!
Feel like kneeling over and just squeezing myself into a ball with the least contact from the outside world...so i can tolerate and control the pain inside somehow...wish i was a porcupine...no cancel that...sometimes the oddest wishes come true...don't wana waste a wish on something so ridiculous...what i really want is for this pain in the pit of my stomach to go away...and then to clear my mental anguish really want to ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnn...soo hard that my legs give out ...that will help...but i can't its night time and cold and i fear the dark and strangers...i wish...i wish...i wish i had courage.

Eid came and went but still wanted to wish everyone a very happy eid :)
I really like poems nowadays heres one in urdu by Parveen Shakir a great pakistani poetess who passed away a few years back.

Paishkash

itne achaye mausam main
roothna acha nahi
haar jeet ki baatain
kal par hum uta rakhain
aaj dosti kar lain :)

Heres something really sweet...a poem a friend of mine wrote... wish someone someday writes me poems to ;) hehehe!!
hmmm ...never titled so lets just call words on her :)

I look deep inside
and there resides
a beauty I never knew
beauty that can't be described by words
and can only be seen by few
the warmth and compassion you possess
is so rarely heard of or seen
unless it is acted out or seen
in fiction, fantasy or dream
but the love i feel from you
is so genuine, pure and true
looking deep insde your gorgeous brown eyes
this beauty I see is in you.
GB

Sweet isn't it :D Its really wonderful since it was written on spot on a napkin.

Been real sick lately :(

Its real hard to concentrate on anything when ur face is burning up..ur eyes are constantly watering...and ur nose is just not well.

Accounting exam yesterday was torture just to sit through. PLEASE people do not smoke you guys all stink forever and ever and truly that is not goood!!! The guy behind me must have been a smoker for a while cause this aura of smokiness ( i do not mean that in a good way) was about him and i was dying!!!

Well just one more to go now on friday so wish me luck :)

I hate being sick.
I wish someone would take care of me :(